Ching Fatty

The worst thing of getting fat is the social reaction and believe me its never been good. Well at some point, you're being told point blank in the face how fat you've become and how bad you look like now than what you were before. Sometimes I tend to laugh it off, but worse it becomes annoying and most of all it will leave you hurting. Like being fat is a grave sin and that you are not entitled to your own preference of how sometimes you would like to feel how it is to be in this situation. I know the world is obsessed with physical perfection and beauty and the ugly and fat are left behind... No matter how people say that being the extra size you are should always come with the confidence on how you carry on yourself but come to think of the reality? People would not care less if that's what you think. What they see is what they believe and sometimes having a heart will always be left behind. For people like me who are struggling to loose weight, the best thing to think is at least we tried, we might not have exerted enough effort and some methods might not have worked at all but one thing's for sure... It doesnt make us less of a person of what we have become now.

A Brief Encounter

I didn’t know that our storm signal here in Cebu is set to no.2. That’s how behind I am to the news. Well who thought? When it has been always raining for the past weeks and though there are some differences, (my roof’s about to dismantle and the strong winds ready to blow the roof up!) Well that’s slight difference, hehe! Everything feels so cold. I just took a bath in less than 10 minutes coz I can’t stand the cold. My shift starts at 10 pm and I wont ride a taxi anymore the way I used to coz it’s consuming too much of my budget. I know sometimes I’m too lazy to ride a jeepney (I’m three rides away from work) but if the situation calls for me to then no choice then taxi galore. I love my new shift right now coz I don’t have to beat the heavy traffic. My previous shift starts at 8pm which is still rush hour in so I have to wake up as early as 6pm .Now in my new shift., I can manage to wake up at 9pm and still I wont be late for my work. So where does this story go? What the hell is my topic? Well, I was startled to know that one of the passengers of the jeepney I’m riding is a very familiar face. She just happens to be the sister of my ex. It brought back memories to me. We were not that close but we managed to be civil to each other. But it still brought back happy memories that I’ve shared with these people. There was so much to explain but I managed not too. Anyway, I know that whatever happened in the past, it did not affect anything of what they have now, especially my ex boyfriend. I had once a lot of issues. Sometimes it’s too nice to reminisce it but knowing how it ended is just too painful to remember. Maybe it’s better not thinking about it at all. Just maybe.

The 23 Years of My LIFE

I thank the Almighty for the 22 years of good life. Now, I’m turning 23 and it’s going to be another journey. I have a lot of things to Ask for but I figured it out that there is nothing I would need except to have good health and the rest will follow. This blog will be forThose people who have nurtured me and made me who I am right now. This I owe to all of you.
To my mama who has been there through all the good and bad times of our lives. Nothing can replace the love a mother has to give.To my sister who has been my companion through those light and heavy moments. Until the end I will just be here.To my brother in law for taking care of my sister and the rest of my family. Kuya, you make me proud.To our little angel baby Lester for bringing peace into our home. Tita misses you already.To my relatives who share my triumphs, my ups and downs thank you.
To my good friend Elyn… the one who knows me next to myself, thanks for the friendship.To my classmates for being a part of my life… Wherever you are right now, the memories will always remain in my heart.To my friends, you’re my life’s treasures. Thank you.To my exes and flings in the past, thank you for giving me the opportunity to love and be loved.To my boyfriend, for his never ending patience and support. Most of all for the Love. Thank you hon.To everyone who in one way or another I’ve come across with, thank you for being a part of me.