Turning Two

I would like to congratulate my co-wave mates at work for two years of being together.
We celebrated our 2nd year anniversary on April 27th but mine was April 28th because I came in
One day later than the class. It’s been some time that we got along together, so many memories that we have
Made in the past. A lot has changed though but the good thing is we’re still the same, and were even stronger.
We are going to miss some of us who have gone to pursue their dreams outside our workplace. To Nikko,
Whose already in Japan right now, to Jake whose in Singapore already and to Francis who’s going to study
Another course or masterals (not so sure) and to my Hunny whose decided to work somewhere else. We will miss you guys! I thank all of you for being a part of my stay in this wonderful company, more years hopefully to come
In our stay here. Working has been fun with you and our little laughs, our hangouts. Videokes times and especially
Our eat out times hehehehe! Wonderful. To those of us who are still here the same as I am, more of this to come.

Mom

It’s not everyday that we need them. Or so I thought
At this point of my life, I feel I need to spread out my wings alone.
I need to know how it is to live without her is.
I love every bit of freedom that I savor. Away from a protective embrace.
I don’t need to worry about the time I go home and whether I go home or not.
I’m free of all the nag and beatings.
I’m so absolutely free.
Being alone made me realize.
Its so very hard to live without the one person you have so thought made life harder for you during the younger years.
In my life, I learned that the best things are learned the hard way.
Darn I imagined those nights when I was sick and no mama was there to comfort me.
I’m sick of eating out in fast foods and preparing precooked meals.
I’m craving for those things she use to prepare in the table.
I’ve craved for food prepared by her because I’m beginning to forget how it tastes like.
There was no one to tell me how bad I am because she sees that in me recently.
I’ve lost a mirror in my life because she never fails to remind me.
You become what you want to be.
Its so very true.
For a special day as today, I’d like to tell my mom.
Thank you.
For Everything that I have now and what I have become now is all because of
YOU.

My life in a JOURNAL

Last night, I had a good night sleep.
I slept at 10 am and woke up at 3am. I felt good, but I feel alone.
Nonetheless, I tried to keep myself busy by arranging some things
And I came across some pads with notes written all over.
I read what was written there, I couldn’t remember what It was but I was just
Aware of my own handwriting. I smiled to myself and thought that then and now I’m still
The same. I’m not expressive of what I feel but I write it down instead.
Writing is a therapy for me. I don’t write for a lot of reasons other than to express myself.
Since my high school years, I keep a journal of the things that happened to me.
It made me feel at ease with my own self.
I scribbled on the notes and found out it was a letter I wrote for someone beloved.
It’s kind of cheesy and I laughed at my own self for being so corny.
Those were the crush2x days.
The giggling moments of my life.

The superstitous way of getting Married

We had this little fun with a cousin where I’m to pull a strand of hair,
Tie it within a wedding ring, submerge it in a glass of water and count the
Number of times it will bounce back and forth the glass. The result?
Number of times = age you’re going to get married.
She had 27 bounces so she will be married at the age of 27.
These are superstitions but I love this kind of thing. It interests me.
Or is it the thought of me settling down which is making me thrilled.
My price? I don’t get any bounce at all. Not a single one. So that means I’m not
Getting married. Imagine that. Hehehe…If you’re doomed to stay single for the rest of
Your life then what a life. ( I don’t know if its ok with me or not)
Can I appeal?
I think it’s too early.
Still 23.

On Leave

I’ll be on leave for the next couple of days.
I am so excited to just rest and do nothing at all.
No pressures, no quick naps, no worries.
I’ve wanted to go on leave since February.
But process needs me to wait until May to go on leave.
And my determination to file that leave form!
At last, here it is.

I’m going to spend time reading that book which I neglected for months.
I’m going to spend so much time talking to my mother who is here in Cebu.
I’m going to sleep normal sleep hours for the next few days.
I’m going to enjoy. Relax.
BUT
I’m going to miss work.

Work for me is pressure with benefits.
Its an abnormal schedule but it keeps you going.
You may hate it sometimes but you will love the perks most of the time.
It has a lot of process but it teaches you to know the word DISCIPLINE.
It brings out the best and worst in me.